Thoughts
There are many,
Yet none seem to come.
A multitude of thoughts
But i cant seem to make the words flow. tryin to figure out if who i am is who i wanna be n find the girl with the golden heart who cares so much for those she loves and doesn even realize her true worth. not in the way of vainity but to get back to that place of innocence when though the world is horrid ppl are changed cuz one girl cant stop smilin spite the pain cuz others matter more. y have i been so afraid to just be me ive never ubderstood that.. n wish i could.. i dunno so many thoughts in this head of mine latley yet evertime i sit down to write its like the stories dissapear... My hearts torn, A new soldier reborn to reform the vision i had a year ago. I tell my heart to let go, but the hurt thats fallen deep inside, today, nor ever can this be denied. I will not hide, I will come find you. To the deepest see of blue, to the sky so bright. I will now begin to fight, now more then ever, for what is truly right. further and further away i feel. I love you all. Please dont ever forget that. Im Running, away.
But running back to how it used to be
Just as who i am today
Takin what ive learned
If anything.
Making a change.
For the better,
All the while,
Fearing your judgment. I know i shouldnt,
I shouldnt,
But i fallen so far,
Cant hide what ive done,
I Think,
Y should i care of your thoughts.
You judge me and thats on you. I miss you!
Im Fearfull
Yet am full of a joy,
A joy i cant even begin to explian. Im Running,
Running Away.
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